Life the way I see (Collection IV)

Forgive people for they are human,

but do not forget what they did for precisely the same reason

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We think our life is very different from movies and stories. If you look closely enough, you'd realize that our life comprises of many movies and stories rather than just one.

At some point of point in our life, we did live those stories. Just need to connect the dots.

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The problem with life is, there is no perfect villain whom we can blame for everything. Sadly everyone has something good.

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Life will be simpler the day you make peace with the statement: "There are things I can't/won't do."

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Be wary of what you wish for, you never know, one fine day, it may actually come true

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You change with time. Does this mean you inner self has changed or you've agreed to make peace with the situation.

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Hope and Emotions are the two most powerful characteristics of  human nature. They can create wonders or even destroy you. (You choose your poison)

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When was the last time in you life when everything was perfect!

Learn to appreciate the imperfection than chasing an imaginary world.

One Liners

हमसफ़र  के साथ चलते चलते, न जाने कब  यूँ  सफर में "हम" जुदा हो गए ।।

(Humsafar ke saath chalte chalte, na jaane kab yun safar mein hum juda ho gaye)
[While walking with a companion, don't know when we got separated in the way]

ज़रूरत  से ज्यादा और नसीब से कम, कुछ ना ही मिले तो बेहतर  है ।।

(Zarurat se zyada aur naseeb se kam, kuchh na hi mile to behtar hai)
[Its better to not get anything less than required or more than destined]

बीते लम्हों का बस अब नज़ारा है, और उनमें डूबता हुआ ये ज़हन हमारा है ।।

(Beete lamhon ka bas ab nazaara hai, aur unme doobta hua ye zehen humaara hai)

[Its only the imagery of lost memories that lingers around, and this mind that always drowns in them]

जो दूरी दिलों में हो, तो बातें यादें बन जाती हैं और यादें फरियादें ।।

(Jo doori ho dilon mein, to baatein yaadein ban jaati hain aur yaadein fariyaadein)
[When two hearts are far apart, talks transform into memories and memories into wishes]

ना शिकवा है तुझसे, न खुद से कोई गिला । जो मुकम्मल हो न सकता, वो किसको है मिला ।।

(Na shikwa hai tujhse, na hai khud se koi gila, jo muqammal ho na sakta, wo kisko hai mila)
[I have no complains with you, neither I complain with myself. No one gets what isn't supposed to be]

कब तक चलेगा ये सिलसिला, कब तक मिल के बिछड़ना पड़ेगा, और कब तक रहेगी फिर से मिलने की ये आस ।।

(Kab tak chalega ye silsila, kab tak mil ke bichhadna padega, aur kab tak rahegi fir se milne ki ye aas)
[Till when will this process run, till when we will meet and get separated, till when will there be this hope to meet again]

दिल में जमी बर्फ पिघलाना हो, तो ज़हन के शोलों को झेलना ही पड़ता है ।।

(Dil mein jami barf pighlana ho, to zehen ke sholon ko jhelna hi padta hai)

[If you wish to melt the layer of ice on your heart, you need to feel the burn of your mind]

दास्तान-ए-इश्क़ का वो पेचीदा आलम है, कि वो कुछ कहते नहीं और हम कुछ समझते नहीं ।।

(Daastan-e-ishq ka wo pechida aalam hai, ki wo kuchh kehte nahi aur hum kuchh samajhte nahi)
[In the story of love, this is such a complicated time, neither she/he says anything, nor I understand anything]


ps: Sorry for the bad translation in english

Life - The Way I see (Collection III)

I don't mind dying early, I just want to live till I am alive

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Life is Like The Monkey's Paw, when you get something
YOU HAVE TO PAYBACK (sometimes everything)

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"What if I had..."
This is a very tempting, repenting and frustrating line
Don't let it be part of your life :)

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There is No Problem in this world which can't be solved.
All you need in 5 minutes of  courage.
ps: Problems occur only to make you stronger for life ahead

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You , Yes You, "You" are beautiful..
No matter what others say cause no one knows you better than yourself

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You meet people,
They create impressions,
You get moments to cherish,
That's life
(More the moments, more the life you've extracted!!)

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Express before you can't
Live while you can

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In the end everyone reaches their destination,
what makes the difference is how much "you've" enjoyed the journey

Life- The Way I See (Collection - II)

sing a song today ...  
laugh whole heartedly ....
remember this is the only time u've got

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Opportunities won't come and say
"here I am, come and taste me"
We need to do the job and say
"See I brought the opportunity" ;)

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Follow the light of your faith, and you'll get the precious

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To succeed just stop doing two things :
1. comparing
2. expecting 

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Don't feel bad that good times ended ..
feel good that they happened :)

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Extract positives from negatives of your life.

It will reduce the pain and re-energize you for the road ahead (B+)

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When you are angry on someone, you just recall his/her faults or what they have done against you.

At that time, just sit and relax,

try to recall what they have done for you

problem solved !!!!

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I won't say, "Don't give time to those whom you love",

but spare time for those Who Love You.

Good old days

 

When we start going high school, we think,

         how good was our childhood, no studies no pressure
When we go to college, we think,

         how good was our school life, so much masti , so much fun, no frustration.
When we leave college, we think,

         how good was our college life , full on gang of friends, world at our feet,

         no work load
When people get older, they think,

         how good was our life of youth, so much energy, so many well wishers,

         so much to do.

 

Its just the fact that, we think, the time we just passed was better than present but don't realize it, when actually living that(past).

Don't look back at good times and repent for the days gone by,

try to create some, at present, right now.
See you got only one life, not much time to go for replays.

live it, Enjoy it.

Life is always beautiful !!!!!!

Strange!!!!

It all started when a pup was on roof of a building. I dunno how that pup reached there and that too when it was my house’s roof. Well lets concentrate on actual story. The pup was too cute, and was much like a sweet puppy. It (i dunno whether “it” was male or female) was playing and jumping here and there. We were in house (me and my mother) and were able to see the pup playing, and were appreciating the small pup and the way it was playing. We were happy watching the pup play. It was much like a small kid who tries to run after everything and falls in between. Somehow he had got some ball and was rolling it here and there. It all seemed very sweet and soothing.

Suddenly something happened and the pup started falling off the roof !!! May be it slipped off the roof. We could see the pup falling off the roof from our window and could not do anything. In that small duration of time many thoughts crossed our mind. We were feeling very sorry for the pup and were outrageous for the roof (how come it let the pup slip off, how roof turned to be so slippery). We could see the ball hitting the ground and that scene just hit our minds. We were very sorry and were feeling too much pain (as if someone whom we know is going to die). We were feeling so helpless and were hopeless for it. The pup was falling and after each instant of time we were feeling more and more helpless and sorry for the kid(the small pup).

But as is said, “Jako rakhe saaiyaan, Maar sake na koi”. Somehow a vulture came and caught the pup. Though she was wounded herself but still she came to help the poor, little, sweet pup. She caught it and came to our window. We were shocked to see this. for an instant we were totally blank. Suddenly we realized we must let them in, and treat them. So I quickly opened the window and vulture helped pup to enter home and then we called vulture in too. We did some treatment of vulture and in the mean time vulture was caring the pup. It was so touching moment. I mean first, the vulture herself was wounded and still came to help the pup and second, when we were doing treatment of vulture, she was caring the pup. At that instant of time I felt so much respect for that mother (also for my mom). The pup was also feeling the mother care of vulture and was responding with love to vulture. I was able to see the universal nature of mother in front of my eyes. It was all so sweet and mesmerizing. A small happy family of mom and kid.

But then came a b**** , well no I am not slanging. Original mother of pup came. So she was female dog i.e. b****. Well back to story. She came and asked for her child. Here came the twist. The vulture refused to give the pup. She had a bond built with pup and was unwilling to giver her child (thats what she thought). I was frozen, I mean I could see everything just with my naked eyes and I was unable to decide what to do. Both mothers were right in their position and were unwilling to leave the small pup. A fight was about to start between the two.

But then, the third mom present in room came to rescue, my mother. She told vulture mom, to leave the pup because they are not of same race and she could not nurture the pup well. Though it was hard to let the vulture realize this, you know mother’s heart, but my mother is also not someone else (when she start teaching someone, she can’t stop) . Well somehow my mother was able to make her realize that the pup should be given to original mom.

But again a twist. The pup had seen an instance of mother in vulture. It (pup) was unwilling to leave the vulture mom. I was so touched by this that I started feeling dry and soaked from inside. So I went to have a glass of water :P. But when I came the scene of room was changed. The vulture was now holding the pup tightly as if trying to hurt the pup. I couldn’t understand what happened. I went to vulture and asked what is she doing and told to leave the pup. She left the pup and the pup ran to original mom. Then the vulture turned towards me and said: “Thats what I was doing. Had I not tried to show the kid that I am hurting it, it won’t have left me”, and I could see tears in her eyes falling. It was so like in HD that I could see the tear drop clearly and the vulture wiping it off with her wings. Well at that instant of time one more thought came to my mind: “From when vulture started watching movies!”.
I thought to give a “Jaadu ki Jhappi” to vulture but before that she fled away of window. Leaving me in disdain. I couldn’t understand what just happened. It was like something drilling me from inside. I hugged my mother and felt her care.

Later in evening when I was roaming outside, I saw the same female dog playing with that vulture. The vulture was looking very low and female dog was trying hard to make her happy. She was passing the ball to vulture (the same ball with which pup was playing on my roof). It just made me realize that “Love is everywhere”, we just need to open our eyes, and then I opened my eyes.
Well it was a nice Dream !!!!!!!

Final Flicker Of My College Days:

So the mid semester presentation dates were out, and the first thought that came in mind of all of us was : “yes, now I will meet my batch mates!”. Everyone was happy and excited to get a chance to be able to see those familiar faces who had become a part of our life in past few years. We were making plans on what to do at college (though we all know now that plan we make always fails). The feeling was much like the first time we got holiday in our college to go home. We realized, friends were modified to our second family. Adding to the fact, option of going home from college, even didn’t come to mind for many of us.

Then after few days with growing discussion a thought started itching us: “What we will show in our mid semester presentations!!!”. Though many had done some work that they could bank upon (in the presentation), still there was dilemma over what would be allowed to show and what not. Then a fact flashed in our mind: “what we used to show in our earlier mid semesters when we never did anything, and had nothing to show. At that time also we gave presentation so whats the problem now.” So somehow the thought for presentations ended.

Then came the problem of presentations dates. It was split into two days: Sunday (our beloved college follows Monday off rule) and Tuesday. Ah!!! now friends would come on different dates. Since we all were just interning an didn’t know much about leaves and all, most of us had decided be at college just on day of presentation. So with split days, the count was sure to reduce. But its in such situations only when something called “JUGAAD TECHNOLOGY” comes to picture. Since one of the presentation was on weekend day (Sunday), so those who had presentation on 15th made plans accordingly to reach college by 13th to the max (without extra leaves). I was amongst those. Left from Hyderabad on Friday night and reached college by Sunday early morning (and by early I meant really early morning : 4 am).

Just like our college days, there were guys still awake (no they didn’t wake up so early, they hadn’t been to bed yet). Then we had problems of where to stay. Thanks to Amit Chandel, Chandrakant Sharma and Pankaj Sahu (may be you dont know these guys, so for simplicity: chandel, santra, bofar), for providing us their rooms and bedding left over.

So at college I met many fellow batch mates and juniors and they did remember me (thanks to my facebook spams). It was good to see those familiar faces again, though had a feeling too that, may be this is the last time I am seeing them. Lets hope I was wrong. I was there for 3 days and was part of many group discussions (better word “bakar discussions”) around and as usual they were late night discussions. Had few silent discussions and some smiles. Just being around with you guys seems to have made my way back to college. Also played cricket there and was involved in holi with kids of prayaas.
On a final note, I am happy to get such a big family and for sure I am gonna miss my college days

Life- The Way I See (Collection - I)

Life is always full of ups and downs. No one has a perfect life, the only difference lies in their approach to view them.

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Real meaning of life is in pay back. You are helped by many at all stages of your life.
So, To live truly ... u have to serve someone .. at least one :)

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sorry my fren .. but u'll never be free from ur responsibilities till ur alive ... so live each and every moment the best way u can cauz thats what u've got

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U know that life is a Stage , But U know there is no audience to watch the drama. There are only characters. So act the way u want to act and not what would bring you fame of best actor. Try to be a better character than an Actor and yeah have some co-ordination :)

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Some moments occur only once.... Its better to live them at that instant only.. rather than remembering and waiting for it again :)

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There's always a hope.. whatever be the situation...
we just need to grab it at right time with our hearty efforts ..
as when brain stops working heart starts ;)

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Sometimes people make you realize that you are nothing in front of their greatness without even telling a single word but showing you a greater picture of life. Really
everything that glitters is not gold
everyone that smile is not happy
And in the end it doesn't count how much you live, what counts is how much you extract from it :)

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Farewell

Everyone so quite like silence of a lamb
afraid of inevitable truth of being departed.
They want time to stop, relive the moments of past
undo some things u did
and do where u couldn't.
No plans ahead, no dreams alone
y r we departing
can't we live together for little more
This time fear of placements can't overpower the fear of departing
please give us time to tell what's there (in heart).
May be we don't go together
May be we don't talk much
but there is some important phase of life which belonged to you.
May be I can't explain whats in here for you
but rest assured, will always be there in order to help you.
May be I cant take off your fear
but then we will cry and wipe off ur tear
This is not what I alone am thinking but most of us are
So lets make the rest of the days as memorable as we are
Let our heart pour the feeling we dwell
Let our words enchant the rythm we have
LETS LIVE THE MOMENT TO CHERISH IN FUTURE

lets rock .....
to all b2k7 batch ...
Can Never Forget You !!!

My First Kiss

(see its censored even the image of kiss :P)
so finally I got my first kiss. And people say u can't forget ur first kiss ever.

It was one the dark nights (:P not the knight) of summer. Wind was blowing in a calm way with moon shining bright in the sky. I was asleep and she came, kissed my lips, without even bothering to wake me up( rather u can say i take such a deep sleep). But i could feel the kiss when i woke up. It had the after kiss effect.


Wonder what after kiss effect would be
well as I woke up, I felt some itching on my lips and felt something there. So I took a mirror and saw my face and u might wonder , first time i was scared of it :(. I mean however one is, he/she doesn't fear of his/her own face. But I was :'(. My left side lips were swollen like hell. It looked as if I was some extra-terrestrial wandering over here with some different kind of face cuts (though u can say I do seem one without them too :P). I dunno bt my lips were unable to contact each other. Even though i tried my best to close my lips.. bt seemed much space for passage of air through them. So I came to the conclusion that it was the insect that kissed me there and i was feeling much like a lady who gets pregnant after sex , without her wishes for so :( .


So I discussed with my frens on what to do. They advised me to go to hospital and have a checkup. So I was there at NAZRETH(hospital) for the first time in my college life, for "my" check-up. Well somehow I managed to see the doctor who said to have an injection. Well I really fear of them bt tried my level best to not to show it. So when nurse came she told me to lay down on which I felt horrible and quickly started raising my sleeves saying that i can take here. she said "its ohk , bt still u need to lay down". I felt little relief and laid down pulling my sleeves. She gave me the injection and somehow I managed not to cry out on it. Then she pulled it out. I felt relaxed that finally its over .. but suddenly
She again gave me the injection without even saying ready :'( . You dunno how it feels when u are not ready for an injection and get one. i felt like being cheated. IT HURTS :'( (:P). Well somehow that part also ended.


Well then I thought to have some lunch over there and had heard the name of NETRAM sweets many a times. Well even in our College and in serials too (Pratigya to be specific :P ). They praise netram a lot. To all those I just wanna say one thing "FUCK YOU". I mean wats so special there. support staff was worse than a normal dhaba. But somehow had my lunch there and returned to campus.


But the tragedy didn't end here. When I came to my room , to my surprise I found I had lost my cell somewhere(may be bus). I have already lost a cell 3 months earlier so u know how it feels losing ur contacts again and again :(. I called it but there was no response from the other side. But then i thought to take a chance and called my friend (siddharth, who was sleeping in CC at that time :O) to please check in bus if its there. Well he got it somehow and it was a bit of relief for me.


So thats how my day of first kiss ended and yeah really wat people say is true
"U CAN'T FORGET UR FIRST KISS" :(

LOVE IN LIFE

LOVE, why is it so complicated ? Why can't it always succeed ? Why can't we get love in return of our love ? Why always a barrier of TIME or SITUATION or any Damn Bloody reason confronts in between ? Why can't it be simple that if you love someone , he/she must also love you ? Don't we deserve to be loved in lieu of our love for them ? Then why ..... why this INJUSTICE , why this PAIN, why these EMOTIONS , why this LOVE and why this LIFE ???


Everytime I start with LOVE , this LIFE comes on the way and then I recall my past memories , get drowned by them , be drenched and finally feel like being purified by some invisible force. All the pain and hatred dies off with the feel of LOVE and SATISFACTION left behind. My mind soothes with some sweet and sentimental flowers of my life's garden with smell of my emotions in them and the "SAME LOVE" becomes positive now. It says " YOU ARE ALIVE TO PRESERVE THIS LOVE ONLY" . And then I Enchant my favorite verse (much inspired by SRK's dialogue of Mohabbatein )




" If you love someone , this doesn't mean that she must also love you. I never took a promise from her , that she must also love me as I do, before loving her. Then why now , after knowing her feelings against me :( , I should stop loving her. Rather I had made a promise to myself / my heart that I'll always love her and would do anything to bring a smile on her face. So I must continue the work assigned to me :) .... to keep my promise..... for my promise .... for my happiness .. for her smile ... :) "

Is it advisable to Love someone !!!

A simple 4-lettered word "LOVE". Can its meaning also be so simple. If yes, then the terrain of this love won't have been so uneven.

Well one can say that if you love someone then what you want in your life is just to see the other one happy at every moment of life and you would be ready to do anything for it. All agree .....

But this sentence only transcends all the limits and even life. First thing you would like to see her happy. So if other one is not happy with you but with any other, then its your responsibility to leave her and help her to get the third person in her life. Will it be easy, but thats what you must do cause silently in your heart you have made the promise for her happiness. So you have to do it. Even if every single step towards it seem to you like a mile of journey. Thats LOVE.

Other part says at any moment of your life. This says the importance of her in your life not only at present but throughout your life. So is said

Ye ishq nahi asan .. bas itna samajh lije

ek aag ka dariya hai .. aur doob ke jaana hai

Tears Of Love

You know wats the best part of love :- TEARS

Shocked !!!

don't be just ask those who love someone truly. You can feel the real warmth of love in your tears. They are the heart ad soul of love and every part (event) of love is associated with some tears.

Remember the first time you got a Rose from your beloved in that springy, calm and soothing weather and try to feel the moment within you,

That dancing of the Universe with your love waves,

That sweet and enchanting song of wind which was there as some romantic song of your heart,

And above all,

The smile on her face. That simple, cute, loving and pure smile as never seen anywhere else. Can you feel it.

if yes, then look in the mirror, your eyes have started getting wet.

Now remember that look(glance) of her that made you forget time , and what time , you forgot this whole world as if trying to float in her oceanic eyes and say how much you love her. Remember those feeling of your heart that revealed your life is nothing infront of her one smile. You don't want anything extra from life now. How sweet, simple and cute that face was that made your heart go pure and calm.

What your heart felt that day? Didn't you want time to stop at that very moment and keep her looking that way. Can you feel that.

if yes, then again see your eyes have become wet now.

Now try to remember that time when you met her for the last time having no ideas, of when to see her next, or even whether you would be able to see her next or not, feeling yourself in a helpless and inevitable situation. You wanted to say her about your feelings but your tongue was unable. You were just looking her and she also looking you with those deep eyes which wanted to say something or express their love but could not due to some dillema.

Your heart was drilled but you were standing with your old and well known smiling face with that girl looking into your eyes trying to feel you and you hiding them all.

if you can feel this, then go my friend and wipe off your tears.

But feel the contentment or satisfaction in your heart. Haven't you got stronger

for her love .......... your love ....... your life ......... her HAPPINESS !!!!

LONDON DREAMS

An interesting walk for another interesting movie (many of us might not agree upon it though :P). Yeah non other than LONDON DREAMS. We had prepared the plan perfectly for our transport. We thought that we could easily book an auto from theater onwards but it was for our sorrow that there was only 1 auto standing there which was booked too :( . So we had to start out journey on foots only . Only plus point in our planning was not to include "Hemant" in it otherwise he would have started crying on the way only.

So started our walk upto station from the theatre after watching night show of "LONDON DREAMS". It was about 12:30 a.m. and hardly any other people around, except us . Quite an interesting walk since non of us knew the way back to station. And we could see some faces around the streets that did seem familiar to many culprit ( to be honest from our mind set) , but we were continuously encouraged by our unity and the YOUNG GUN amongst us (of course RUPESH and BAJPAI). And it was also amazing that it was the only time SHISHIR was with us and his mobile didn't ring (none of his girlfriends called him for such a long duration of 1hr walk, might be a record). Prasanna was hot topic of discussion as ever and we were able to hide our (slight) fear with fun.

Thanx to MAYAWATI ..... there were police men around the station with whom we asked the way back. Also to the shopkeeper nearby that we got some snacks. later on we had the hot RABDI .. well the dish .... at station ;). Also the vote of thanks goes to "SHRIRAM HOTEL (PURE VEG)" for being open till that time and serving us.

Her Eyes

Eyes,

I saw something in her eyes

as deep as ocean

waiting in vain for something .....

may be a springy season

It felt as if tides were on

in those dreamy eyes

But were they for me

or for flying in the skies ...

I wanted to know

what was in her mind

was it a dream

or something to remind

was it love

or some hope

or some despair

she had to cope .

I wish..

I could have been with her

to help her, or if not,

atleast to console her

But its my life

and i know it well

It has always helped me

except in my inner shell

I have excelled in my life

for all except my love

but I think that was the only thing

that I wanted most above.

what to say

its the only tragedy of my life

that maximum of it is

Wish .... Might ... and Compromise

But i have compromised with it

to look happy

and wish i might do something

to make her happy :)

...... always ......

LOVE Characteristics

Who says that LOVE is "painful"

Who says that LOVE is "painful"

Those who love say it beautiful

Love Is Blind

yes, it never see others fault.

Love Changes Us

Ofcourse , It motivates us to do some good

and don't be "in the vault"

Love Conatains Sorrow,

never at all

its the "feel of goodness" we develop

when we fall ( in love)

Love Contains Tears,

yes !!! but they are the source of happiness and memories

They enhance our memories and make it "PURE" !!!

so, is said

LOVE IS LIKE WIND

WE CAN'T SEE IT

BUT WE CAN FEEL IT

forever !!!!!

AH !!! My Love ....

I Love a girl
Who's always with me..
I Love a girl
Who's always with me..
But to meet Her
u need to look within me.

Every look of HER
is still present there,
Every charm of her
Remind U(my love) everywhere..

I do remember HER ELEGANT eyes
As deep as flowing river.
I do remember HER ENCHANTING voice
As Melodious as Winter weather..

I do remember how i spiffed
whenever I went round Ur home
To see U once
And Watch Ur Gloom..

I do remember that Ecstasy
That Mesmerised me on Ur look..
and also the Sorrow I got......
When came to konw(that)Ur not in my LIfe's Book.!!

I do remember that sight
That Drenched my Heart
I do remember that smile
U gave when we did Depart.!!!

Now it has been years
Since I met U
But Music of Ur presence
Is Immortal lik Graceful Hue..


Still Ur Memories are mine......
And at HEAVENS I m gonna CELEBRATE this VALENTINE....

Valentine !!!

How can i say, how much I LOVE YOU

how can i say, how much I LOVE YOU

its only the feelings, that can reveal you !!

you are like wind of winter

shiverin' my mind

you are like first ray of sun

shining behind..

you are like leaf of summer

falling away

And I running behind

to catch you my way ....

you are like chirpin' of birds

freshenin' my heart

As pure as white,

sparkling so bright ...

your lips like petals of rose

so soft and sweet

you .. like goddess

Present within me !!!

And what more to say

you are so nice and cute

That you're just like YOU

Gleaming in my eyes !!!